I have not written for a very
Long Time
The death, the possibility of
Death
Hath returned to my life
And
Awoken me
Finding me under a spotlight
A Face
I barely recognise
Drips into snow
Melts
Into me
Or into
the sky
And just like that
I lost him again.
Did you know
That people are amazing?
That they’re capable
Of so great of truth
and honesty
As well as
Put on their mask
To shield up
Not even their scars
But themselves, so distant
Almost or Already
Beyond recognition
I did not know
that you can’t recognise
Yourself
Or that
You could always lose it
Shit
It scares me.
I don’t want to lose me
Again
